I tossed and turned last night
I must have rehearsed the lines a thousand times – knowing they STILL would not come out the way I want them
I recounted the few times in the past that Ive done this and failed miserably
I went over ALL the reason in my mind why not……..and then why
Then with full (well maybe not full) more like partial boldness…..anxiety…..fear….I told you…
I told you that I once stood in your face and lied to you..that when I told you I didnt like you… I lied….
There was silence…and akward silence…then like high school kids we both agreed the silence was far to akward for the both of us and we changed the subject……
But now you know……because I finally told you..that I like more more then I was ever willing to admit…..
